the only domestic instinct my parents have managed to pass on to me is the tendency to hoard multiple plastic bags in another plastic bags despite the fact that I will probably never need this many plastic bags in my adult life

how fate always leads me to cosplay old bearded dudes with fur around their neck, I do not know.


Oh look at that, you defeated the final boss

It would be a shame

if they were to have another form

A message from lielownow
11, 38? n_n

thank you sweetheart <3


11: Talk about the best dream you’ve ever had.

-Well I often dream about getting chased by bears in familiar locations, right? They’re always awful, it always happens in somewhere in my childhood home island, summer houses etc. I try to get away, come up with plans on how I could trick the bear and get away but it always catches me. Shitty business, really.

One time I had a dream where I was driving around in the island’s dirt roads near our summer house, and I saw bears before me on the road (they were playing baseball which was bit unusual for the usual dream) and I thought ‘shit here we go again*. but then it turned out that the bears were actually nice. They were very intelligent, somewhat smaller than what I usually see in my dreams, and over time they started to have more and more human qualities. They were some sort of adventurers, maybe shapeshifters that disguised themselves as bears or the other way around, they had backpacks and some clothes that looked really worn, like they’d been on the road for a long time. One of them had an ocarina-like instrument that they played, I think that particular bear was called Vappuniiskuli. They hung out with me at the summer house, helped me out with stuff and defended the place from intruders (something about people trying to steal garlic bread from the porch).

But then they told me that they needed to on their way, that they were sure I was going to just fine, and I remember getting really emotional about it. Vappuniiskuli gave me the ocarina they’s been playing, and I cried like a baby , watching them dissappear in the forest, while sadly trying to play the instrument.

I think I woke up crying? But somehow the dream feels kinda import with all the other bear nightmares.

38: Talk about songs that remind you of certain people.

-uuuhhmmmm well, every Iron Maiden song remind me of my brother. System of a Down’s BYOB as well, if not even more. We had really different tastes in music growing up and it often resulted in fights and disagreements in general. But when BYOB came out and I heard it on the radio, I was kinda small and didn’t know how to use the internet, didn’t have access to stores, so I once quietly asked my brother if he had the record. And let me tell you, how excited he got, it was unbelievable. Not long after, when I had slowly started to listen and like the music my brother kept offering me, we went from almost complete warzone actually being very ok with each other. He fought tooth and nail with our parents over taking me with him to Iron Maiden concert (They didn’t let me go but my brother brought me lot of souveniers), he bragged about his little sister with good music taste to people waiting in line for tickets, got me DVDs of live perfomances for christmas, etc.

So yeah, BYOB kinda changed my life and relationship with my brother I think?


A message from llamapus

Thanks dude!

17: Talk about someone you want to be friends with.

-I… don’t know. I don’t usually actually ‘want’ to be friends with people. If I talk with someone, even once, it’s very likely that I consider them some sort of friend. I have people I talk to maybe once a year at best and I still consider them very good friends, because I have no sense of time spent apart. This usually gets me in trouble and I think I’ve messed a ton of friendships up because of it, but it’s kinda hard for me to imagine friendships faiding away? If I’ve once felt comfortable with someone, it kinda lasts until proven otherwise.

therefore, I don’t have particular wishes for people I’d like to befriend, as I rarely miss relationships I’ve never had and I already consider people I’ve met and who’ve shown interest in talking or spending time with me as some sort of friends.

Sure I’d sometimes wish to spend more time with some people but not being able to do so doesn’t necessarily make it any less important in my mind.

It’s kind of a problem.

A message from Anonymous
29 & 13

thank yoouuuu!!!

Someone else also asked for 13 haha so this is for both

13: Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time.

- Loooooooooooooooooong ass time ago. Didn’t change my life in any way. The moments leading to it were kinda weird, there were no dicks involved and no one said “we’ll here we go” or anything, so it’s sorta just happened and, well, it just sort of. Is. Was. It was with someone I liked, It just sort of happened and I’m glad it happened the way it did. All in all very pleasant if i remember correctly.

29: Talk about what turns you on.

-goddamnit… well, laughing, for one, but after that it get’s really abstract. I get turned on by voices but then again by silence, as well. By touching but not touching. Basically everything is a potential turn on if it’s done at right time, by right people, in right mindset.

But then again, beards.